Hello my beautiful Bat Brat’s,
I am writing this post to share knowledge with you. Pain what is it and how does it effect the body? First things first I have had chronic pain for longer than five years. I was finally told by a specialist I have full body neuropathy from unknown causes. I also have other pain disorders on top of a rare movement disorder that is very painful. I have been taking a muscle relaxer at night and pain pills in the daytime, for five years now and today medical denied me my pain pill because they think it’s not good for me to take both. Why? Because they are judging me as an addict do to the fact that they believe everyone who is on pain medication is an addict. When that is not true. Also what makes them the experts? They know nothing about what chronic pain is or that the management I was on before helps me. I can’t live a comfortable life without pain management that’s why I fought for it. I am not egnorant and I am not going to pretend to be just because the stupid government thinks they are smarter.
Like I said before I have had chronic pain for over five years now. Well I have also been treated for high blood pressure since two in a half years ago. More likely caused from the stress from pain. My blood pressure goes normal if I take the pain medication. I know because I tried to go without the pill and my blood pressure was so high the doctor made me stay another hour until my blood pressure went down. I took a pain pill and 20 minutes later my blood pressure went down to normal. I have learned to take my pill before I go in. I have been without my pain medication now for 4 days and my body feels like it’s been scraped with a sanding belt. If you have ever worked on wood and you got your hand scraped by a sanding belt, well you know how I feel except if your whole body felt the same pain. I have cellular nerve damage through out my whole body. I hurt every second of my life. Theirs no cure and I am allergic to all of the medications they use to treat this type of problem. I have tried all sorts of treatments and I ended up in the hospital every time. My doctor has made a decision to stop trying new treatments because I have exhausted all of them. I am suffering through because our USA government think they know what’s best for everyone. The government is not your friend nor do they care about our well being. They think they know everything. My life has been taken by the government through their neglect to pay attention to the person not person’s that I am. I am not you nor am I everyone else. Yet the treatment I am being put through show’s how the government truly thinks. Egnorance is not bliss, it’s dangerous and painful. The government is ran by egnorant people who judge you and you are not allowed to fight back. They took away our rights. All because it’s divided into different parties who have control. Now because the party that has control are egnorant people, everyone suffers. What happened to the government being by the people for the people? They are not. They are corrupted and lier’s. I was told I have rights to get pain management yet I am being denied my medication that works. Where’s my rights they talk about? I don’t see none. Instead I see poor management and lack of care that I was already approved for.
I know I am not the only one going through this. I thought I should share because maybe it will help everyone else to feel less alone in this time of corruption in our nation. I feel horrible to call myself an American citizen. It’s sad really. I feel like we are all going to burn because the world is angry with our government. I shouldn’t feel like this. The government is supposed to serve and protect not kill and judge.
Pain is not good for you, over time if it’s not treated it becomes a very big health risk. I am more likely to die for heart failure or stroke. Also my body can start to shut down so it can heal but that doesn’t mean it will heal. I have had pain levels so high I felt like fainting before. My body can handle so much before it gives up. If I don’t do anything I won’t get that bad. That’s why I am resting in my chair most of the time.
Chronic pain is nothing to push off. Don’t think “oh I will be okay”. You need to get treated right away if you have severe pain. Pain can be a sign of other health problems that are deadly. Like kidney disease and heartaches, they can cause pain and death. There are other health problems that cause pain. That’s why it’s dangerous.