Hello Bat Brat’s,
I am thinking about taking my fundraiser down. I am not getting any donations and it is a waste of my time if no one cares. I hate not having enough funds and now everything I’ve been trying to keep running has ran out, do to lack of money. I am having a bad year. I Had to change my pain specialist without warning of my doctor leaving. I am inflamed, in pain, and the manager of my apartments is not doing a good job. My tub needs a plumber, has for a week; and my front door doesn’t close because the stupid manager had manance fix my door even though there was nothing wrong with it. I am being neglected. I don’t deserve this. I have to rely on people because of my disabilities, I have no choose. Yet because of their chooses I suffer. No one asks me what I would like them to do for me. I am tired of this, this should be my retirement, I suffered enough. I worked hard to get where I am today. I had to fight for my own responsibilities and space. Also these types of moments are why I don’t believe what people say, that I am a miracle, it makes me feel like I am a burden and an annoyance. I will keep this fund up for another week, but I will take it down if I don’t get responds. Thank you.
Here’s the link to my fundraiser https://funds.gofundme.com/dashboard/mandysartistfund. Also please don’t like this post unless you are going to donate. I am tired of being told how great I am but then I don’t get treated like I am so great. I don’t understand people and their communications they are wishy washy. If someone is unhappy with something please be honest with me about it. I am honest with everyone I know and meet, I expect the same from everyone else.
I am sorry it came to this but I needed people to know how I am doing. My hopes have been dashed but my dreams still fly so don’t think that I am giving up. I don’t give up. I am going to find a way to keep running my things by using all my extra money from food and special things. That means I will have no money for treats, games, and special things I use to make myself feel better because I can’t move.
I will leave you with this note. “You should feel lucky because you can work, run, jog, ride a bike, jump, dream, watch TV without having migraines and eye problems. You have family who visit you, call you, and invite you over for dinner. You don’t have problems with people not listening to you because they are too busy with their own lives. I have four people in my life who actually show me some respect, but they are not perfect. Though me being such a open person I need more than just four friends. I need support that shows change and progress. That I don’t have to fight for because I already did my work by asking for help. I shouldn’t have to repeat to people what my needs are, including my doctor’s. If they did a good job they would have read my paperwork and then ask me what else I need.” Boop!
Love you my Bat Brat reader’s. ♥
I might restart this fundraiser at some other time when I am not having so many problems. Plus I need to take time for myself.